2016-07-28 - 9:36 p.m.
I feel like I'm waiting for something... looking for something... like something is going to make this better, if I can just think of it or remember what it is. Nothing but time can make this better. There is no fix. There is no comfort. There is no magical answer.
I'm restless and agitated. When I sleep, I wake up with a feeling of dread. I know something is wrong as soon as I am conscious. And then it hits me, just what is wrong.
Can't wrap my head around this.